In her own words...
"A Note from the Rock"
2006
Down through the ages I slid
to land on a shoal of bedsprings,
tight-webbed and full
of dreams but a poor stand-in
for bedrock. The rock was what
I thought I wanted:
the rip, its blood bruise, its dare
I’d meet with calm and, above all,
without amazement.
A baffle-board, I would lob
amazement to where it gasped
before it had
a chance to crawl on my skin—
the amazing thing catching at
my very breath.
Amazement gone, what on earth
was I, then ? To what aspire?
Was there a sign?
With the little I know now of
summer haze and the winter
ice flower melting
on a dirty window, my bedrock
insouciance, showing fissure,
stares dumbly at
the snowflake, its six-gored lace,
like no other, unraveling in a
wet goodbye, goodbye..